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roleplay – to assume the attitudes, actions, and discourse of (another), esp. in a make-believe situation in an effort to understand a differing point of view or social interaction.

Roleplaying. I used to love it. There was a solid year where I was roleplaying at Sims Roleplay Forum everyday, it would be my highlight after homework. That place was so much fun for me. I met so many great people, and made two best internet friends from it. I loved reading different storylines and meeting new chacters.

But soon there was drama that made that place so uncomfortable to be at. It was a bitter battle between groups and people. There was backstabbing, and name calling, and just people pushing others under the bus. It finally ended with one very bitter, long, and nasty fight. It was heartbreaking to see what was such a fun place to be, turn dead and cold.

Then there was Nouvelle Hills. A place to start of fresh and new. But even that was filled with drama when Sylvan Hollow opened. There was no comparison between the two at all. I feel so bad for everything that went on between those two communities. Both were great places to be. I know Seph and her team slaved over that forum, trying to make it as best as it could be and it truly was. I was always in awe of what they did there. And at Nouvelle Hills we worked our best on trying to make that place just as good and we kept improving and adding, improving and adding.

Now I never joined any other roleplay forum after Nouvelle Hills went down. It just wasn’t worth it to me anymore. All the figting, all the drama. It wasn’t worth it at all. This is just the internet. I understand making connections and making friends, I really do. But who are you to attack other people for starting a new roleplay site? Why do you feel the need to be so upset and angry, what does it matter really? There must be some other terrible things happening in real life to care more about. Either way if you knew who these people were, you’d probably be just as upset because it seems like you’ve done this with other roleplay forums that have popped up. It always seems like you need to be the only place, the elite.

It’s not worth it at all. It’s not worth you crying over stoyline’s. It’s not worth fighting and getting upset about. It’s fucking roleplay, this isn’t real life. Get over your cat fights. You’re letting fucking internet drama run your lives and it’s not worth it. HAVE FUN WITH ROLEPLAYING, IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE FUN. And people like this who get super protective over it make it horrible for people like me. You ruin it. Let others enjoy it. Let others be able to have fun, and let their creative juices run. Who the fuck cares where they rp? Let them just enjoy it, and maybe then you’ll be able to breathe and relax. RELAX.

NOTE: I have nothing to do with either site, it just upsets me to see that it has to come to this. People feeling betrayed and shit and crying over nothing.

These past few weeks have been hell.

Let me just tell you that it has been an emotional rollercoaster off and on. First, I don’t understand life. How it can take so many innoncent lives away too soon. One of my close friends died the last week of August. It was truly heartbreaking to wake up and hear the news about it. Such a strong and driven person, taken out of the many lives he touched too soon.

And then yesterday, this Metrolink train crash that happened practically in my backyard. Seeing all those helicopters flying overhead was overwhelming and distressing. All those poor innocent people just taking the train to go home to their families and loved ones. It’s such a hard thing to watch on the news. I don’t handle emotions very well. I see a person crying, and I start to cry. Let me just tell you that I was bawling. One of the fatalities was a young man who went to my high school. He was going to visit his family… It’s just so difficult to understand why this would happen. Why this mistake happened.

I really wish my parents were home from their trip. I don’t want to be alone right now. I just want someone to hug and to tell them I love them. Because as this past few weeks have shown me, you never know when something so precious as life are going to be taken away from you…

R.I.P. Steven

R.I.P. Atul Vyas and all the others in the Metrolink crash.

So using “OIC” doesn’t make you look dumb?… You know, just wondering…

Also I didn’t write that secret. Though I found it humorous that it went with your sig sssoooo well.

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